Destiny

Verse

Sitting at Lake Pontchartrain

Staying in my motherfucking lane

Swerving off the motherfucking road

ruined, destroyed my own home

59 years, 59 weeks ago

5 to the 9, I just feel alive

I just feel so fine, hope I never fucking die

Sitting, hope I have a smoke, hope I never fucking choke

cocaine laced in they blunts, not like me I sobered up

let me live gracefully, let me fulfill my destiny

OH OH! why do you hate me for who I am and the way that I am?

Get me all the help, please just lend me a hand

feeling everlasting pain

Bitch I do not wanna play

Made a promise to my cousin

Ruby done it in 2011

By 30, we would off ourselves

found god, fuck the hell

Told us we were better in 2015

Best era but was not the real

Drunk texts blowing up my phone

let me go fucking home

leave me the fuck alone

staying out of my zone

Suicide is not a option

gotta make a fucking concoction

Pretty sure I’m a new person

Fuck the world felt I’m hurting

I’m blurry murray, my lungs exerting

the energy depletes to the bottom

I feel the fucking sorrow, like there is no tommorow

my bones are so damn hollow

Changing who I am, changing who the fuck I am

back in 2016, popping all the pills and a xan

With my cousin, we was buzzin

2020s people hating on me, on me

on us, don’t give a fuck!

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