demons. (Extended 1)

Intro

Yeah...

I can feel it...

Verse 1

I can feel the gun pressed against my temple

Try to run, never simple

In my mind, drink and smoke and I'll be fine

Keeping focused if I notice

I'm the coldest when I'm broken

Imma show 'em, imma roll it up

I'll be coasting on exposure like I'm frozen

I'm the coldest

Verse 2

Catch, this the hottest batch

Fire bag, why am I always mad?

Inside I can feel it

Crack, I can fight, I can hold it back

But I just know my past

Who I was, ain't no looking back

Ain't no feeling sad

Put the money in the bag

Matter fact

Verse 3

What am I doing?

I let these demons influence my movement

I can feel the gun pressed against my temple

Outro

I can feel it...

Verse 4

Woke up in the same room, different day, same weight

Mama used to tell me boy you gotta learn to pray

Now I'm talking to the ceiling like it owe me something back

Every promise that I made I watch it fade into the black

I ain't blaming nobody, I built this with my hands

Every bridge I burned was part of my own plan

But the plan wasn't solid, it was smoke and it was mirrors

Looking at my reflection, I don't recognize the figure

Bridge

I've been running from the man in the glass

Every time I slow down he be moving too fast

And I know, and I know, and I know

I can't outrun what I already know

Chorus

I can feel it creeping in

I can feel it creeping in

Put my back against the wind

Tell me where the healing begins

I can feel it creeping in

I can feel it creeping in

Every scar I ever hid

Tell me where the healing begins

Post-Chorus

Oh-oh-oh, where the healing begins

Oh-oh-oh, where the healing begins

Verse 5

Used to think that being cold was the same as being strong

Now I'm sitting in a room full of people feeling wrong

Poured a little in a cup just to quiet all the noise

But the quiet never came, it just multiplied the voice

And the voice said boy you better get your head right

The voice said boy you better get your bread right

Two different angels on my shoulder in the moonlight

One say live, one say end it all tonight

Verse 6

I ain't tryna be a martyr, I ain't tryna be a ghost

But I've been walking through my own life like a host

Checking out the window for a reason to remain

Counting all the good things through a fog of Novocaine

And it's strange, how the pain feel familiar

Like an old friend that I call up when I'm bitter

But I'm learning, I'm learning, I'm learning

Every fire that I start, I'm the one that's burning

Chorus

I can feel it creeping in

I can feel it creeping in

Put my back against the wind

Tell me where the healing begins

I can feel it creeping in

I can feel it creeping in

Every scar I ever hid

Tell me where the healing begins

Post-Chorus

Oh-oh-oh, where the healing begins

Oh-oh-oh, where the healing begins

Bridge 2

(Where the healing begins)

I don't wanna die, I just wanna stop the ache

(Where the healing begins)

I don't wanna lie, I just need a little space

(Where the healing begins)

Mama, if you hear me, I'm still standing in the rain

(Where the healing begins)

Tryna find a reason not to wash away the pain

Verse 7

So I put the gun down, not because I ain't afraid

But because I got a little sister that still needs me to stay

And I put the bottle down, not because I'm feeling great

But because tomorrow ain't a promise, it's a choice I gotta make

And I know, and I know, and I know

Every day I wake up is a war I gotta grow through

And I know, and I know, and I know

I ain't healed but I'm healing, that's the difference I can show you

Outro

I can feel it...

(I can feel it)

Not the gun, but the morning coming slow

(I can feel it)

Not the end, but a reason not to go

(I can feel it)

Yeah...

I can feel it...