Letting Go

I’m sitting on the edge of my bed,

Head hanging low, got nothing left to give.

The room is quiet, I’m tired of pretending I’m okay.

I’ve been fighting with myself at the end of the day.

I’m okay, while my head’s still above water,

Don’t let me drift away when the waves get harder.

God, I’ve been carrying things I don’t know how to put down.

I’ve been searching for direction, but I keep getting turned around.

I have dreams that I’ve been holding like they’re mine to decide,

And fears that I’ve been burying that I can’t keep inside.

I don’t know what lies ahead.

I don’t know where this road goes.

I’m standing here with open hands,

Trying to trust what I don’t know.

So take the plans I’ve made,

Take the future I’ve been chasing.

Take the weight I’ve held for years,

Take the doubts I’ve been embracing.

Take me where I’ve never been,

Take me where I’m meant to be.

Somewhere I can finally breathe.

I’ll leave behind what I can’t control,

Take my future, it’s Yours to hold.

I’m letting go…

I’m letting go…

God, I’m letting go.

Take me where I’ve never been,

Take me where I’m meant to be.

Somewhere I can finally breathe.

I’ll leave behind what I can’t control,

Take my future, it’s Yours to hold.

I don’t know where You’re taking me, God.

But I’m done trying to walk this road without You.

I’m letting go…

I’m letting go…

God, I’m letting go.