Last Note

This that suicide note shit, pen shakin' in my grip

Told my people I'm sorry but the pain too thick

Mama I ain't mean to leave you cryin' on the floor

Daddy I just couldn't fight that darkness anymore

My friends gon' read this and wonder what they missed

But truth is, the reaper been knockin' on my shit

I love y'all deep but the weight too heavy to carry

This letter my goodbye, hope it don't bury y'all in worry

Forgive me for the exit, I ain't strong enough to stay

Love you from the other side, hope you find a way

This the final chapter, ink dryin' on the page

Suicide note flow, turnin' heartbreak to rage

Told my sister she the realest, keep your head up high

Told my brother he a soldier, never let 'em see you cry

To my fam I apologize for the blood on the walls

To my people in the ground, hope you catch me when I fall

I ain't write this for pity, I ain't write this for fame

Just needed one last message before I kill the flame

Y'all gave me love but depression ate it whole

This note the only way I know how to let it go

Forgive me for the exit, I ain't strong enough to stay

Love you from the other side, hope you find a way

This the final chapter, ink dryin' on the page

Suicide note flow, turnin' heartbreak to rage

If you readin' this, know I tried to fight the urge

But the devil in my ear made my vision blur

To everybody I hurt, I hope you heal with time

This letter from the dead man, last words in the rhyme

I love you, I miss you, but I gotta disappear

Suicide note signed, now the end is near

Fuck the pain, fuck the struggle, fuck the endless night

This the last thing I write before I lose the fight.