I'm not okay

Verse 1

I still hear your voice in the hallway

The apartment feels emptier now

Some nights I talk to the wall

Just to hear something back

You left a sweater on the chair

I wear it when the cold gets mean

Pre-Chorus

Maybe I'm the reason

Maybe I'm the wreck

Maybe I keep breaking everything I touch

Chorus

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

Barely breathing barely here

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

And I'll stand until I disappear

Verse 2

Your brother called me last Tuesday

Said he saw you down on Fifth

I drove past your old street

Twice then turned around

I keep your number saved

Dialed it a thousand times

Pre-Chorus

Maybe I'm the problem

Maybe I'm the fault

Maybe I keep breaking everything I hold

Chorus

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

Barely breathing barely here

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

And I'll stand until I disappear

Bridge

Take the pain take the blame

Take the years I threw away

I would give it all back

Every word I never said

Chorus

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

Barely breathing barely here

I'm not okay but I'm still standing

And I'll stand until I disappear