Awkward Static

Verse 1

I sent three texts in a row again

Watching the bubbles fade out to gray

Did I use too many exclamation points?

Or did I just have too much to say?

I'm sitting on my bedroom floor

Tracing the stains on my ripped-up jeans

Wondering if you're laughing at me

Through a glowing telephone screen.

Chorus

'Cause I think I'm annoying, I think I'm too loud

I'm the awkward static in a quiet crowd

I apologize for breathing, I apologize for space

I'm always looking for an exit in a familiar place

Yeah, I think I'm annoying

And you probably do too.

Verse 2

There are spiders camping in my closet space

And unwashed coffee cups by the bed

But the biggest mess I've made today

Is the one spinning inside my head

Did I talk too long about that movie?

Did I laugh a second too late?

I'm an expert at overanalyzing

Every single thing that you say.

Chorus

'Cause I think I'm annoying, I think I'm too loud

I'm the awkward static in a quiet crowd

I apologize for breathing, I apologize for space

I'm always looking for an exit in a familiar place

Yeah, I think I'm annoying

And you probably do too.

Bridge

You said "it's fine," but "fine" feels heavy

Like a anchor dragging in the dirt

I'd rather you just yell at me

Than wonder if I made it hurt

I overshare until I bleed

Then disappear for a week or three.

Chorus

Yeah, I think I'm annoying, I think I'm too much

A broken circuit that you shouldn't touch

I apologize for breathing, I apologize for space

Just another shadow you can easily replace

Yeah, I think I'm annoying...

Outro

...and I'm sorry.

Did I say too much again?