Finding Figures

Finding figures in the popcorn ceiling,

Doubting I can lose this lousy feeling,

I wonder, can love come my way again?

Snubbing a cigarette I stopped smoking,

Regretting angry words that were spoken,

I wonder, will this long night ever end?

Does he cherish your heart more than I did?

Did he fall in love deeper than I slid?

Will he feel a pain each moment you're away?

The way that I feel each and every day.

Listening to the television groan,

Knowing all of the chances I've blown,

I wonder, could you give me another?

Smelling the aroma of you next to me,

Wanting a future that I know cannot be.

I wonder, should I ask to be together?

Do you feel for him with the same passion?

Do you see him in a similar fashion?

Did you love me at all or was it a game?

Do you hate me and give all of the blame?

Laying in a lonely bed every night,

Knowing my loneliness cannot be right,

I wonder, can love come my way again?

Hearing my breaking heart beat so deep,

Tasting the salty tear drops that I weep,

I wonder, will this long night ever end?

Despite all of the woe I have weathered,

I'd not lose the time we had together.

I'd do it all once more without a doubt

If that is what this life is all about.

Finding figures in the popcorn ceiling,

Doubting I can lose this lousy feeling,

I wonder, can love come my way again?

Snubbing a cigarette I stopped smoking,

Regretting angry words that were spoken,

I wonder, will this long night ever end?