
Brimstone & Dawn (Extended 2)
zanderlovelust1990· 5:06 · 3 plays · v3-preview
- androgynous vocals
- urban soul
- r&b/soul
- contemporary r&b
- sexual
- sensual
- vulgar
- explicit
- weird
- lgbtq+
- nocturnal
- dark trap
- trap soul
- afrobeats
Lyrics
Spoken Intro - whispered, slow, building intensity
How could you be so unbelievably vile
Is there really no rest for you
You just had to fuck with me
What the fuck is your problem
Have I done something so unbearably hateful
That you feel the absolute necessity
To sabotage my life and what I got going on
Somebody else fucked you up royally
So your problem is with them
Not me
So if you could do me the greatest of favors
And stop
That would be great
I really don't like being harsh
But I can't think of anything else I can do
To get you to stop trying to ruin me
For anybody else
Please and thank you so much
Oh and by the way
This is for all of those involved
That is all
Verse 1
Midnight creeping through my phone screen
Your venom drips through every message
Jealousy a perfume you wear so clean
But I see through that fragile flesh
You picked a target on my back yourself
Projecting every wound you never healed
I ain't your therapist or your punching bag
So take that twisted rage and keep it sealed
Pre-Chorus
I'm not the ghost you're chasing in the dark
I'm not the one who left those permanent marks
So aim your arrows somewhere else tonight
Before I show you what real darkness bites
Chorus
You wanna play with fire come and taste the brimstone
I'll show you what it means to reap what you've sown
Every snake you sent my way I broke their fangs
Now I'm dancing in the wreckage of your games
Fuck around and find out that's the rule
I was born in shadows now I own the whole damn night
Verse 2
Saw you through the haze of broken trust
Your whispers turned to knives without a sound
But I've been walking through the mud and rust
And I know what grows from poisoned ground
You think your little schemes could break my spine
I've rebuilt myself from fire too many times
So keep on digging deeper let me see
Just how far your bitter heart can sink in me
Pre-Chorus
I'm not the ghost you're chasing in the dark
I'm not the one who left those permanent marks
So aim your arrows somewhere else tonight
Before I show you what real darkness bites
Chorus
You wanna play with fire come and taste the brimstone
I'll show you what it means to reap what you've sown
Every snake you sent my way I broke their fangs
Now I'm dancing in the wreckage of your games
Fuck around and find out that's the rule
I was born in shadows now I own the whole damn night
Bridge - spoken-sung, vulnerable, slowing
You know what hurts the most
Is not the war you brought
But that you never once looked in my face
And saw a person
Just a target
Just a name
I woulda held your hand through the lowest low
If you had let me
But you chose the blade instead
Drop - trap/soul beat intensifies
Breathing heavy in the dark
Breathing heavy in the dark
Breathing heavy
Breathing heavy
Let it go let it go let it go
Chorus - stripped back, then building
You wanna play with fire come and taste the brimstone
I'll show you what it means to reap what you've sown
Every snake you sent my way I broke their fangs
Now I'm dancing in the wreckage of your games
Outro - spoken, healing, inspirational, slower
But here's the thing
I'm done carrying your weight
I'm setting down this anger
Letting it dissolve into the morning
You taught me something I didn't know I needed
That some people are storms
And you don't fight the storm
You board up your windows
You hold tight
And you let it pass
So I forgive you
Not because you deserve it
But because I deserve peace
And the night has finally given way to dawn
So go on and find somebody else to haunt
I've got a life to live
And it starts right now
Mm
Yeah
It starts right now
Verse 3
Now the silence got a different taste
Sweet like revenge marinated in patience
I let the night shift rearrange my face
Turned every wound into a constellation
You thought I'd wither when the worst came down
But I bloom where the venom used to drown
Every time you clipped my wings I learned to glide
Now I'm soaring through the wreckage of your pride
Hook
Let 'em talk let 'em talk
I'm too busy walking through the dark
Let 'em talk let 'em talk
I done turned their poison into art
Pre-Chorus
I'm not the ghost you're chasing in the dark
I'm not the one who left those permanent marks
So aim your arrows somewhere else tonight
Before I show you what real darkness bites
Chorus
You wanna play with fire come and taste the brimstone
I'll show you what it means to reap what you've sown
Every snake you sent my way I broke their fangs
Now I'm dancing in the wreckage of your games
Fuck around and find out that's the rule
I was born in shadows now I own the whole damn night
Verse 4 - darker, grittier
I heard you still rehearsing your lies at 3 AM
Practicing your victim speech in the bathroom light
But I ain't buying tickets to your tragic film
I seen the real you when you think nobody's right
You fed me to your ego like a sacrifice
Now my absence is the blade you get to slice
I hope the ghost of what you did comes knocking loud
I hope you choke on every word you fed the crowd
Bridge - sensual, whispered, slow burn
And if I ever let you back inside my veins
It'd be on my terms with my hands around the flame
You'd beg me soft and I'd make you say my name
Then watch you crumble while the midnight stays the same
Oh I ain't bitter baby I'm just finally free
The way you broke me just rebuilt me differently
Drop - trap/soul
Breathing heavy in the dark
Breathing heavy in the dark
Let it go let it go let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Verse 5
I've been walking through the graveyard of your moods
Picking flowers off the thorns you left behind
Every scar a souvenir I turned to jewels
Now I shine in ways you'll never find
You wanted me to beg you for the crumbs you threw
But I was busy building palaces from residue
So keep your little games and your little crew
I've got bigger nights than what you ever knew
Chorus - full power
You wanna play with fire come and taste the brimstone
I'll show you what it means to reap what you've sown
Every snake you sent my way I broke their fangs
Now I'm dancing in the wreckage of your games
Fuck around and find out that's the rule
I was born in shadows now I own the whole damn night
Post-Chorus
Oh-oh-oh I own the night
Oh-oh-oh I own the night
Midnight running through my veins
Nothing left that you can take
Verse 6 - raw, explicit, gritty
I saw your name and didn't flinch today
That's growth I paid for with my sleepless nights
You used to be the wetness in my mouth
Now you're just a footnote in my appetite
I got somebody who likes the way I moan my truth
Who kisses all the places that you left uncouth
So thank you kindly for the lesson and the bruise
I turned your hate into my honey and my muse
Outro - spoken, inspirational, healing, slow
And if you're listening to this
Wherever you are
Whatever version of yourself you've become
I want you to know something
Hurt people hurt people
I know that now
I know you were drowning before you ever pushed me under
And I can't save you
I was never meant to
But I can stand in the shallows
And watch you find your own shore
That's the most love I have left to give you
It's not hate anymore
It's just distance
With a prayer for your healing
Because I finally understand
The people who tear others down
Are usually the ones who never learned
How to build themselves up
So go build yourself up
I mean that
I really do
And when you finally do the work
When you finally look in the mirror
And you see who you could have been
I hope you forgive yourself
The way I've forgiven you
The night's ending now
The stars are folding up their blankets
And I'm stepping into the morning
Whole
Alive
Unbothered
And finally
Finally
Mine
Mm
Yeah
That's all
That is all
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