Vacant

Intro

Mm

Yeah

Uh

Verse

Woke up with my chest feeling vacant

Phone full of messages I never answer

Everybody acting like they know me

I just keep the curtains closed and stay lonely

Pre-Chorus

I been up for days

Staring at the ceiling

Nothing left to say

Numb to every feeling

Chorus

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Smiling while I'm breaking down

Nobody can tell

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Losing every battle in my own head

Verse 2

Mama said she worried but I told her I'm fine

Lying through my teeth another hundred times

Half my friends are ghosts and the other half gone

I just pour another cup and carry on

Pre-Chorus

I been up for days

Staring at the ceiling

Nothing left to say

Numb to every feeling

Chorus

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Smiling while I'm breaking down

Nobody can tell

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Losing every battle in my own head

Bridge

Maybe I'm too far gone

Maybe I was never strong

Maybe I just play along

Chorus

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Smiling while I'm breaking down

Nobody can tell

I don't wanna feel this way

I don't wanna feel this way

Losing every battle in my own head