Unscathed

I don't wanna be here anymore

Scream until my throat gives out

Swallow every word I couldn't get out

I'm bleeding and nobody sees me

Cold and shaking, down on my knees

I've been holding my breath so long

I don't remember where I went wrong

I don't wanna be here anymore

I've screamed until my voice is gone

Choked on every word I should've said

While you slept soundly in the wreckage

You left blade after blade in my chest

Then wondered why I couldn't find rest

How do you heal from a life like that?

From a thousand cuts you can't take back?

Broken promises, empty apologies

A thousand almosts and failed attempts

I kept believing there was something to save

While losing myself in the things you gave

And every time I reach for you

There's nothing there to hold on to

Just empty air where you should be

And the weight of everything you left in me

I'm so tired of being unheard

Of swallowing blood just to swallow words

I'm still here, can you hear me now?

I'm screaming but you won't make a sound

How much of me do I have to lose

Before you feel what you put me through?

I gave you everything, you left me the wreckage

A chest full of scars and a head full of static

You tore me apart, then called it love

How the fuck was I ever enough?

You don't get to break me

Then ask why I'm bleeding

You don't get to break me

Then ask why I'm bleeding

Every scar has a story to tell

Every promise became another nail

I kept reaching through the smoke and the flames

Just to find you standing there unchanged

I'm still here, can you hear me now?

I'm screaming but you won't make a sound

How much of me do I have to lose

Before you feel what you put me through?

You don't get to break me

Then ask why I'm bleeding

You don't get to break me

Then ask why I'm bleeding.