F*cked Up - Broken

Verse 1

Midnight breathing through a cracked screen glow

Ghosts in my chest, yeah they won’t let go

Every bad choice got a name I know

I wear ‘em like scars that I never show

I was chasing highs, I was moving fast

Burning every bridge, thinking it would last

Said things I can’t take back

Did things I can’t unpack

Pre-Chorus

Now it echoes in the silence

Every lie, every riot

I’m alone with the violence

Of a past I can’t quiet

Chorus

I’m fucked up, yeah I know it

Heart broke but I chose it

Ran too far, couldn’t slow it

Now I’m stuck in the moment

Still young but I’m breaking

Every breath that I’m taking

Feels like I’m faking

Am I worth what I’m chasing?

I’m fucked up…

Tell me, am I worth love?

Verse 2

Hands still shaking from the things I did

Tried to bury it deep but it always lives

In the way I talk, in the way I slip

In the nights I drown just to feel a bit

I took risks just to feel alive

Now I’m paying back every borrowed high

Thought I had control

But I lost my soul

Pre-Chorus 2

Now it’s heavy in my bloodstream

Every regret cuts deep

I don’t know what I’ve become

Or if I deserve someone

Chorus 2

I’m fucked up, yeah I know it

Heart broke but I chose it

Ran too far, couldn’t slow it

Now I’m stuck in the moment

Still young but I’m breaking

Every breath that I’m taking

Feels like I’m faking

Am I worth what I’m chasing?

I’m fucked up…

Tell me, am I worth love?

Bridge

Glitch in my mind, I replay, rewind

Every wrong turn, every wasted night

Body’s tired but I can’t sleep

‘Cause the worst of me don’t rest in peace

If I could erase it, I would erase me too

But I’m still here, yeah I’m still you

Just a shadow in a neon room

Waiting for a light to cut me through

Outro / Chorus 3

I’m fucked up, still breathing

Got a heart still beating

Even if it’s bleeding

Maybe that means something

I’m fucked up… but I’m hoping

Through the cracks, it’s showing

If I’m still this broken…

Maybe I’m still worth love.