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instrumental

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Intro

(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

Mm, yeah

I could forget you…

But I won’t

Verse 1

You still live in the back of my head

In the words that I wish I unsaid

In the way I still check my phone

Like you’re gonna call me home

I tried cuttin’ you out like a scene

But you’re stitched in the in-between

Every version of me that I keep

Got a little bit of you in it

Pre-Chorus

They say “let it go, let it fade”

“Time will take it all away”

But I don’t wanna lose the proof

Of what I went through with you

Chorus

I don’t want a spotless mind

Don’t want you erased from my life

Even if it still hurts sometimes

I’m keepin’ every scar of mine

You don’t get to disappear

Like you were never even here

I’ll remember, I’ll survive

I don’t want a spotless mind

Post-Chorus

(Ooh) keep it, keep it all

(Ooh) even when I fall

(Ooh) I don’t want, I don’t want

A spotless mind

Verse 2

I see you in the smallest things

In the silence my phone still brings

In the songs that I can’t skip

In the way my heartbeat trips

But it don’t break me like before

It just echoes a little more

Like a ghost that learned to fade

But never really goes away

Pre-Chorus

They say “clean it up, let it go”

“Why you holdin’ onto ghosts?”

But I don’t wanna lose the pain

If it taught me how to change

Chorus

I don’t want a spotless mind

Don’t want you erased from my life

Even if it still hurts sometimes

I’m keepin’ every scar of mine

You don’t get to disappear

Like you were never even here

I’ll remember, I’ll survive

I don’t want a spotless mind

Bridge

If I forget you, I forget me

All the ways you reshaped me

Every tear, every line

Led me back to this life

So I’ll keep the good and bad

Every love I ever had

Even you… even you

Yeah, I’ll keep you too

Final Chorus

I don’t want a spotless mind

Don’t want perfect, don’t want “fine”

I’m a mess but I’m alive

And I earned every piece of mine

You don’t get to disappear

I’m still standin’ right here

I’ll remember, I’ll survive

I don’t want a spotless mind

Outro

(Ooh… ooh…)

No erasure

No rewrite

Just me…

And this mind of mine