hayaan - sampaguita

I don't feel youthful

And I don't feel sad

I don't freak with these pills anymore

But these days move so fast

And I'm starting to notice

The ones I held closest

Take more than what they give back

Yeah, I used to seek violence

But now I use silence

This is my proper means for attack

I don't need anything

I don't need anything

Took a lot of time but I'm not complaining

Took a lot of paranoia moving through the stages

Every single time I get the feeling that I'm breaking

Think about another time when I was freaking nameless

Mark my words, this healing comes with separation

When you get this deep, the feeling comes with desperation

Beat me down, rip my heart in two

There's nothing that you can take

I know it's true

So let me be, I'll wear my scars

Tread this road 'til I've gone too far

Left in piece, kept in parts

Burned this life for the next to start

So let me be (I'll wear my scars)

So let me be (tread this road till I've gone too far)

So let me be (left in piece, kept in parts)

(Burned this life for the next to start)

Tagalog Rap Verse – Snoop Dogg flow, smooth & cool

Yo, chill lang, ‘wag kang ma-stress,

Ako’y lumaban nang ‘di mo nakikita ang sweat.

Dati’y galit sa mundo, ngayon? Cool na cool,

Walang drama, ‘di na kailangan ng school.

Pinagdaanan ko lahat—luha, takot, away,

Ngayon, sarili ko na ang boss, ‘di na kailangan ng pay.

Yung mga taong “bestfriend” pero puro sarili,

Naiwan sa daan—like old Nokia, ‘di na functional, baby.

Hindi ako bitter—just wiser, more aware,

Healing ‘to, ‘di break-up, so ‘wag kang mag-assume.

Scars ko’y medal—earned ‘to, ‘di stolen,

Kaya hayaan mo akong umalis… at maging whole ulit.

Bridge – Raw, emotional

'Cause I'm dying to live

And I'm sick from the noise

I'll make my way through all that I have to

'Cause I'm dying to live

And I've been through the void

And I'll celebrate the fact that I have proof

A state of mind I'd never tried

And I know that it's all my fault

To justify the darkest times

Means you never had control

It means you never had control

So let me be.

It means you never had control

Outro – Whispered, over lo-fi beat

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