Breaking the Chain (Extended 2)

Intro

Yeah, it gets cold in my mind, feel numb most nights

Outside lookin’ in but I’m tryna survive

A path got twisted, couldn’t recognize my life

Cruel thoughts taking lead, I just watched them drive

Verse 1

Heavy in the chest, visions running wild

I was desperate for the peace I haven’t felt in a while

A rage I couldn’t cage, made regrets by the pile

Staring at destruction, pain I compiled

Couldn’t see the line, all I saw was red

Hurt the voiceless, haunted by everything I said

Every day’s a battle just to get outta bed

Lost my reflection, drowned in what I bled

Empty rooms echo back to what I did alone

Heart in fragments, soul made of stone

Toxic spirals pulled me away from home

I ruin what I touch, now I’m on my own

Chorus

I gave in to my worst, couldn’t fight the temptation

Watched it all burn, now I’m left with the shame

Couldn’t end the pain, try to break the chain

Family found my fall before I lost my name

Verse 2

Cracked mirrors, I can see the monster I became

Would’ve torn it all down, set fire to my name

A second from the edge and you pulled me back

When the pain’s that raw, only see it in black

I remember every scream, scars on my mind

Guilt’s a prison, just serving my time

If there’s any road for me, hope it’s something I find

Even broken hearts can heal over time

Forgiveness is a puzzle, still missing a piece

Had to let the hatred go so I could get peace

I don’t got pure answers, only scars as receipts

Trying to rebuild from the wreck I unleashed

Chorus

I gave in to my worst, couldn’t fight the temptation

Watched it all burn, now I’m left with the shame

Couldn’t end the pain, try to break the chain

Family found my fall before I lost my name

Verse 3

I watched her walk away, like I wasn’t even there

Empty space in the bed, cold in the air

Left with my ghosts, she ain’t shed a tear

Said I’m too far gone, like I just disappeared

I tried every exit, pills on the floor

Gun in my hand, can’t do it no more

Stared down the rope, blade on my skin

Thought ending the pain might help me begin

But every attempt, I was met with regret

No comfort in endings, just more I forget

Her face in my mind, still haunts me at night

Losing her cut deeper than I’d ever write

If this chapter ends, let it not be in vain

Still searching for meaning inside all this pain

Maybe one day, I’ll get out from the rain

But for now, scars and memories remain

Chorus

I gave in to my worst, couldn’t fight the temptation

Watched it all burn, now I’m left with the shame

Couldn’t end the pain, try to break the chain

Family found my fall before I lost my name