Intentional Bad Decisions

Chorus

I tried to fill the void with other people, I can admit that, I was jealous

I just wanted someone who could love me half as much as

We were at the start

And all my bad decisions, they were never intentional

But I should really admit that I'm heart broken

Verse 1

Should've seen the signs (signs)

Red flags were blinders on my eyes (blinders on my eyes)

Never gave it a second thought

I was too damn naive, girl, I was out of my mind (mind)

It's just funny how you can get so close

To someone, but they don't know you at all

And I just want the truth (truth)

'Cause the other side of you, that I never really knew

Pre-Chorus

And I just want a reason, don't know what's left to believe in

I'm begging on my knees, please, I just want the truth

I just want a reason, I know that you're still out there sleepin'

I'm tryna get some closure, but you're just gettin' over me

Chorus

I tried to fill the void with other people, I can admit that, I was jealous

I just wanted someone who could love me half as much as

We were at the start

And all my bad decisions, they were never intentional

But I should really admit that, I'm heartbroken

Verse 2

I'm sick of tryna pretend (pretend)

Like I don't need you or I'm better off

When I wake up, I just wish I was next to you again (you again)

And, yeah, I know it's cliché

But I still wish you the best, and I hate to say

That I'm not over it yet, no, I'm not over it yet

And I just want the truth (truth)

Is there someone else that you're calling when you're lonely too? (Lonely too?)

Pre-Chorus

And I just want a reason, don't know what's left to believe in

I'm begging on my knees, please, I just want the truth

I just want a reason, I know that you're still out there sleepin'

I'm tryna get some closure, but you're just gettin' over me

Chorus

I tried to fill the void with other people, I can admit that, I was jealous

I just wanted someone who could love me half as much as

We were at the start

And all my bad decisions, they were never intentional

But I should really admit that, I'm heartbroken (heartbroken)

Bridge

Don't wanna be alone with my demons

Girl, you were my only reason

You said it was forever, but it wasn't even three weeks

You just left me here to bleed out

Can't keep my head down, no, I'm screamin'

I'm sick and tired of these people

They don't know the half of what you did to me

I think it's time I reveal it

'Cause you only love somebody when it's convenient

Chorus

I tried to fill the void with other people, I can admit that, I was jealous

I just wanted someone who could love me half as much as

We were at the start

And all my bad decisions, they were never intentional

But I should really admit that, I'm heartbroken