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Intro

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(Aaahhh) Mm

Verse 1

They say "forgive and forget, it's better that way"

They say "let it go, don't let the pain stay"

They say "time heals everything, just wait and see"

But what if time's just not enough for me?

They say "be the bigger person, take the high road"

They say "healing comes when you let go of the load"

But I'm still carrying the weight of what you did

And I'm not sure I'm ready to forgive

Pre-Chorus

And maybe I'm broken

Maybe I'm wrong

Maybe I should be further along

But here I am, right where I stand

With my heart in my hand

Chorus

What if I don't wanna heal today?

What if I don't wanna be okay?

What if I need to sit right here

In all the pain, in all the fear?

What if I don't wanna rise above?

What if I need to feel the hurt and the love?

What if I don't, what if I don't, what if I don't?

What if I just... don't?

Break

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(Aaahhh) Mm

Verse 2

They say "you're stronger than this, I know you are"

They say "you'll get through it, you're a superstar"

But what if right now I'm feeling small?

What if right now I'm not standing tall?

They say "look in the mirror, see how far you've come"

But the mirror shows me everything I've become

And some days I like her, some days I don't

And some days I just... won't

Pre-Chorus

And maybe I'm stubborn

Maybe I'm weak

Maybe I'm not the person they seek

But here I am, right where I stand

Healing at my own speed

Chorus

What if I don't wanna heal today?

What if I don't wanna be okay?

What if I need to sit right here

In all the pain, in all the fear?

What if I don't wanna rise above?

What if I need to feel the hurt and the love?

What if I don't, what if I don't, what if I don't?

What if I just... don't?

Bridge

I know they mean well

I know they care

But pressure to heal

Is just another burden to bear

So let me be messy

Let me be sad

Let me be angry

Let me be mad

'Cause one day I'll wake up

And I'll be just fine

But today?

Today, I'm taking my time

Chorus - final

(Aaaaaaahhhhhhh)

What if I don't wanna heal today?

What if I don't wanna be okay?

What if I need to sit right here

In all the pain, in all the fear? (Feaaaaarrrrr)

What if I don't wanna rise above?

What if I need to feel the hurt and the love?

What if I don't, what if I don't, what if I don't?

What if I just... don't? (Don't babyyyy)

Break

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(La, la-la, la-la-la, la)

(La, la-la, la-la-la, la)

(Aaahhh) Mm

Outro

What if I don't... (What if i don't)

What if I don't... (What if i don't)

Today I don't... (Tooodayy i don't)

But maybe tomorrow...

Maybe tomorrow I will. (I Will)

But today?

Today I don't.

(Mmm)

I don't.

(Yeaaahh)