Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Woke up swinging at the ceiling fan again
Same old war inside my skull
My hands are shaking but I hold the line
Told the mirror I'm still standing tall
[Pre-Chorus]
Every scar a badge I earned
Every bridge a lesson burned
Every night I clawed my way back home
[Chorus]
I'm not good but I'm not bad
I'm just everything I had
Take the wreckage take the blame
I'm still breathing all the same
Not a saint not a ghost
Just the one who hurt the most
Call me good call me bad
I'm the best you never had
[Post-Chorus]
Oh-oh-oh
I'm the best you never had
Oh-oh-oh
[Verse 2]
Punched a hole in every promise that I made
Left the pieces where they fell
My father's temper and my mother's grace
Fighting loud inside this shell
[Pre-Chorus]
Every loss a nail I bent
Every apology I meant
Every morning drags me back to start
[Chorus]
I'm not good but I'm not bad
I'm just everything I had
Take the wreckage take the blame
I'm still breathing all the same
Not a saint not a ghost
Just the one who hurt the most
Call me good call me bad
I'm the best you never had
[Bridge]
Maybe I'm a monster
Maybe I'm a man
Maybe I'm just broken
Doing all I can
Maybe I'm a monster
Maybe I'm a man
[Breakdown]
Good good not bad
Good good not bad
Good good not bad
I'm the best you never had
[Chorus]
I'm not good but I'm not bad
I'm just everything I had
Take the wreckage take the blame
I'm still breathing all the same
Not a saint not a ghost
Just the one who hurt the most
Call me good call me bad
I'm the best you never had
[Post-Chorus]
Oh-oh-oh
I'm the best you never had
Oh-oh-oh
I'm the best you never had