Thirty-Seven Messages

Chorus

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

(Yeah right)

Counting all the reasons I should call you

Counting all the times I didn't try

(Yeah right)

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

Tell myself that every single night

Verse 1

Woke up with your voice inside my head again

Talking to the ceiling like it's you

I'm a mess of missing and forgetting

Every promise that we swore was true

Said forever then you walked away

Now forever feels a lot like being sick

I don't want your pity or your reasons

I just want my best friend back real quick

Pre-Chorus

And I know I'm the problem

And I know I made you leave

And I know that I'm the reason

I can barely even breathe

Chorus

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

(Yeah right)

Counting all the reasons I should call you

Counting all the times I didn't try

(Yeah right)

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

Tell myself that every single night

Verse 2

Thirty-seven messages I never sent

Typing out apologies then hitting backspace

I was born to break the good things

I was built to wreck the safest place

Mama says I'm getting skinnier

Says my eyes don't look the same

I keep smiling for the pictures

While I'm slowly going insane

Pre-Chorus

And I know I'm the problem

And I know I made you leave

And I know that I'm the reason

I can barely even breathe

Chorus

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

(Yeah right)

Counting all the reasons I should call you

Counting all the times I didn't try

(Yeah right)

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

Tell myself that every single night

Bridge

Tell myself tell myself tell myself it's over

Nothing in my chest feels colder

(I don't want to feel a thing)

Tell myself tell myself tell myself I'm better

Wearing your old hoodie in the summer weather

(I don't want to feel a thing)

Chorus

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

(Yeah right)

Counting all the reasons I should call you

Counting all the times I didn't try

(Yeah right)

I'm okay I promise I'm fine

Tell myself that every single night

(Yeah right)