Off The Shelf

Chorus

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Off the shelf again I fade

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Count the ceiling tiles until the morning

Verse 1

Half a bottle on the nightstand going warm

Tell my mother that I'm sleeping when she calls

Traded all my friends for a chemical calm

Every promise that I made I let it fall

Little pills in a plastic bag

Little lies that I keep on tap

Pre-Chorus

And I know

And I know

And I know it's not forever

Chorus

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Off the shelf again I fade

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Count the ceiling tiles until the morning

Post-Chorus

Gone gone gone

Gone gone gone

Verse 2

Seventeen I thought I had it figured out

Now I'm twenty-five and hiding in my room

Text my brother tell him don't you come around

Bitter boy with a borrowed perfume

Swallow slow let the edges blur

Nothing hurts when you can't feel the hurt

Pre-Chorus

And I know

And I know

And I know it's not forever

Chorus

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Off the shelf again I fade

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Count the ceiling tiles until the morning

Bridge

I miss my old self

I miss my old friends

I miss the boy who never needed anything

Wake up shaking

Wake up sorry

Wake up someone I don't recognize

Chorus

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Off the shelf again I fade

Off the shelf again I'm not okay

Count the ceiling tiles until the morning

Post-Chorus

Gone gone gone

Gone gone gone