The thing I hated most

I believed every word, held them like a vow...

Now I’m staring at the person I don’t recognize somehow

You became the thing I hated most

The backstabber, the user, the fake-ass ghost

All those warnings you gave me, they were just a show

Now the knife’s in my back and you’re the one who throws

You became the thing I hated most

Rot in the day! and hold by night

Did you not care for my life, dear darling of mine?..

I thought we had this through and healed your wounds!~

You preached about realness like it was your religion

Now you’re rewriting history and switching the vision

I watched you become the villain in your own damn speech.

You became the thing I hated most

The backstabber, the user, the fake-ass ghost

All those warnings you gave me, they were just all just for show

Now the knife’s in my back and you’re the one who throws

You became the thing I hated most!~

Was it always in you? Did I just refuse to see?

Oh, it's my end; I guess it's goodbye?

Holding onto you like there's no time..

Rot in the day! and hold by night

Did you not care for my life!~

You became the thing I hated most!

Oh, I'm done, darling.

And I’m done pretending that I don’t know.