I'm So Sick Of You

Spoken

No, seriously...

How am I supposed to act normal here?

Verse 1

Everybody says "just breathe"

Like that fixes anything in me

Every day's like any one

And I still don't know where to go

I fake laughs till my face aches

Smile so hard it starts to break

I'm exhausted, dizzy, numb

Trying not to come undone

Pre-Chorus

And maybe I'm dramatic

Maybe I've lost my shit

But every second here feels wrong

And I'm getting tired of it

Chorus

I'm so sick of you

Sick of saying "I'm okay"

Sick of acting like this nightmare

Doesn't scare me every day

I'm so damn tired

Of pretending I'm alright

Cause honestly I'm freaking out

Like every single night

Verse 2

Everybody's gotten used to this

That's the part that makes me sick

How do you all stand around

Like this place won't drag you down?

I keep trying to stay calm

Keep pretending I belong

But there's static in my head

And I can't shut it off again

Pre-Chorus

And maybe I sound crazy

Maybe I talk too loud

But fear gets hard to swallow

When it follows you around

Chorus

I'm so sick of you

Sick of trying not to scream

Sick of waking up exhausted

From another broken dream

I'm so damn tired

Of pretending I'm alright

Cause honestly I'm barely holding

My whole mind together tonight

Bridge

I don't wanna "adjust" anymore

I don't wanna normalize this shit

I just wanna feel like myself again

Even for one minute

Final Chorus

I'm so sick of you

So let me fall apart

Let me say I'm terrified

Without playing some fake part

I'm so damn tired

But I'm still standing here

So maybe that means somewhere underneath

I haven't disappeared

Spoken

...Right?