Still Standing Here

[Verse 1]

I drove past your old street again tonight

The porch light's still burnt out

Some things never get the fix they need

I keep the seatbelt on my doubt

[Pre-Chorus]

And I know I said I'd call

But calling means I cave

And I'd rather sit here parked

Than admit what I still crave

[Chorus]

So I'll scream until my throat gives out

Scream until the windows shake

Scream until I mean it

Scream until I don't

I'm not okay but I'm still standing here

Not okay but I'm still here

[Verse 2]

My friends all tell me move along

I nod and change the subject fast

I'm a walking contradiction

Built from things that didn't last

[Pre-Chorus]

And I know it's getting late

And the dashboard clock agrees

But leaving feels like losing

So I'll just sit here and freeze

[Chorus]

So I'll scream until my throat gives out

Scream until the windows shake

Scream until I mean it

Scream until I don't

I'm not okay but I'm still standing here

Not okay but I'm still here

[Bridge]

Maybe growing up is just

Losing loud and losing slow

Maybe I'm the only one

Who couldn't let it go

[Chorus]

So I'll scream until my throat gives out

Scream until the windows shake

Scream until I mean it

Scream until I don't

I'm not okay but I'm still standing here

Not okay but I'm still here

[Post-Chorus]

Still here

Still here

Not okay but I'm still here