Lost In The Abyss

Intro – Deep, Echoed Vocals

Yeah...

I think I'm losing myself again...

I keep looking for the light, but it's nowhere to be found.

Feel like I'm screaming, but nobody hears a sound.

I'm somewhere deep where nobody goes...

Welcome to the abyss.

Verse 1 – Melodic Rap

I've been walking through the darkness with no map in my hands,

Trying to find a little peace, but I don't understand,

How the people that I loved turned to ghosts in my past,

And the memories keep coming, I can't outrun the past.

Got a thousand different thoughts running circles in my head,

Having conversations with the words I never said,

Everybody sees a smile, they don't know what's underneath,

I've been drowning in my thoughts, losing track of everything.

I'm searching for a reason just to feel like me again,

Got so many broken pieces that I don't know where to mend,

I keep staring at the ceiling when the nighttime comes around,

And I'm lost inside an abyss where there's nobody around.

Pre-Chorus – Singing

Can somebody hear me?

Am I fading out of sight?

I've been searching for the sunrise,

But I'm trapped inside the night.

And I don't know where I'm going,

I don't know which way to turn,

I've been reaching for the answers,

But there's so much left to learn.

Chorus – Melodic, Layered Vocals

I'm lost in the abyss, can you pull me out?

Got a million things to say, but I can't get them out,

I'm surrounded by the darkness, I can't see the sky,

Got a war inside my head that I keep locked inside.

I'm lost in the abyss, trying to find my way,

All these memories keep haunting me from yesterday,

I just wanna feel alive, wanna feel okay,

But I'm fighting with the person that I see every day.

Verse 2 – Harder Rap Flow

I put my trust in people, watched them turn into strangers,

Now I'm careful who I let inside, I'm scared of the changes,

I got dreams of making millions, but I'm stuck in my head,

Thinking about all the different roads I could've went instead.

I remember all the nights I was wishing I could change,

All the people that I lost and all the ones that walked away,

Had to learn that growing up means sometimes you're on your own,

Even sitting in a crowded room can make you feel alone.

I got demons in my thoughts, got these shadows in my room,

Hear the echoes of my past every time I hear a tune,

I keep writing all these verses hoping somebody relates,

'Cause there's things behind these eyes that I can't communicate.

And I'm tired of pretending that I'm always doing fine,

Got a thousand different feelings that I'm hiding behind rhymes,

If I ever find the person that I was before the pain,

I hope they recognize me when they see me through the rain.

Bridge – Soft Singing, Heavy Reverb

Take me somewhere I can breathe,

Somewhere I can finally sleep,

Somewhere all the pain is gone,

Somewhere I can still belong.

If the stars could hear my voice,

Would they help me find a choice?

I've been searching endlessly,

For the person I used to be.

Final Chorus – Two Voices Harmonizing

I'm lost in the abyss, can you pull me out?

Got a million things to say, but I can't get them out,

I'm surrounded by the darkness, I can't see the sky,

Got a war inside my head that I keep locked inside.

I'm lost in the abyss, trying to find my way,

All these memories keep haunting me from yesterday,

I just wanna feel alive, wanna feel okay,

But I'm learning that tomorrow is another day.

Outro – Deep Distorted Voice

Lost in the abyss...

Somewhere between who I was

And who I'm supposed to be...

Maybe I'm not gone...

Maybe I'm just finding my way back.