Elijah Tunes

Intro – Deep, Echoed Vocals

Yeah...

I think I'm losing myself again...

I keep looking for the light, but it's nowhere to be found.

Feel like I'm screaming, but nobody hears a sound.

I'm somewhere deep where nobody goes...

Welcome to the abyss.

Verse 1 – Melodic Rap

I've been walking through the darkness with no map in my hands,

Trying to find a little peace, but I don't understand,

How the people that I loved turned to ghosts in my past,

And the memories keep coming, I can't outrun the past.

Got a thousand different thoughts running circles in my head,

Having conversations with the words I never said,

Everybody sees a smile, they don't know what's underneath,

I've been drowning in my thoughts, losing track of everything.

I'm searching for a reason just to feel like me again,

Got so many broken pieces that I don't know where to mend,

I keep staring at the ceiling when the nighttime comes around,

And I'm lost inside an abyss where there's nobody around.

Pre-Chorus – Singing

Can somebody hear me?

Am I fading out of sight?

I've been searching for the sunrise,

But I'm trapped inside the night.

And I don't know where I'm going,

I don't know which way to turn,

I've been reaching for the answers,

But there's so much left to learn.

Chorus – Melodic, Layered Vocals

I'm lost in the abyss, can you pull me out?

Got a million things to say, but I can't get them out,

I'm surrounded by the darkness, I can't see the sky,

Got a war inside my head that I keep locked inside.

I'm lost in the abyss, trying to find my way,

All these memories keep haunting me from yesterday,

I just wanna feel alive, wanna feel okay,

But I'm fighting with the person that I see every day.

Verse 2 – Harder Rap Flow

I put my trust in people, watched them turn into strangers,

Now I'm careful who I let inside, I'm scared of the changes,

I got dreams of making millions, but I'm stuck in my head,

Thinking about all the different roads I could've went instead.

I remember all the nights I was wishing I could change,

All the people that I lost and all the ones that walked away,

Had to learn that growing up means sometimes you're on your own,

Even sitting in a crowded room can make you feel alone.

I got demons in my thoughts, got these shadows in my room,

Hear the echoes of my past every time I hear a tune,

I keep writing all these verses hoping somebody relates,

'Cause there's things behind these eyes that I can't communicate.

And I'm tired of pretending that I'm always doing fine,

Got a thousand different feelings that I'm hiding behind rhymes,

If I ever find the person that I was before the pain,

I hope they recognize me when they see me through the rain.

Bridge – Soft Singing, Heavy Reverb

Take me somewhere I can breathe,

Somewhere I can finally sleep,

Somewhere all the pain is gone,

Somewhere I can still belong.

If the stars could hear my voice,

Would they help me find a choice?

I've been searching endlessly,

For the person I used to be.

Final Chorus – Two Voices Harmonizing

I'm lost in the abyss, can you pull me out?

Got a million things to say, but I can't get them out,

I'm surrounded by the darkness, I can't see the sky,

Got a war inside my head that I keep locked inside.

I'm lost in the abyss, trying to find my way,

All these memories keep haunting me from yesterday,

I just wanna feel alive, wanna feel okay,

But I'm learning that tomorrow is another day.

Outro – Deep Distorted Voice

Lost in the abyss...

Somewhere between who I was

And who I'm supposed to be...

Maybe I'm not gone...

Maybe I'm just finding my way back.

Intro – Soft, autotuned vocals

Yeah, yeah...

I don't think they understand me,

I've been fighting things they can't see,

I got so much on my mind lately...

I just wanna feel like myself again.

Chorus – Melodic, catchy flow

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Verse 1 – Faster freestyle flow

Okay, I've been going through it, I've been losing my mind,

Got a million different thoughts running circles all the time,

I put a smile on my face, tell the world that I'm fine,

But I'm breaking into pieces somewhere deep inside.

Heartbreak after heartbreak, tell me when does it end?

I put my trust in people just to lose them again,

I got scars on my soul that I cannot defend,

I keep calling them my demons, but they feel like my friends.

Late nights, dark skies, staring at the ceiling,

Trying to understand why I can't control my feelings,

I gave people my heart, they just left it bleeding,

Now I'm scared of love, don't know what I'm believing.

I been searching for a reason, trying hard to find my way,

Every time I feel okay, something takes that feeling away,

Got a thousand different questions that I never get to say,

I'm just hoping that tomorrow doesn't feel like yesterday.

Chorus – Layered vocals

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Verse 2 – Emotional, faster delivery

I've been searching for a reason just to keep on going,

Got a storm inside my chest and nobody knows it,

I got feelings in my heart that I never show them,

And a thousand different words that I've left unspoken.

Tell me why the good days always turn to bad nights,

Why I see the same memories every time I close my eyes,

Why I give my everything and still get left behind,

Why I'm always fighting battles that are hidden deep inside.

I don't wanna be remembered as somebody who was broken,

I just wanna tell my story, let the world know I was hoping,

That somebody would understand the pain that I've been holding,

Before I lose myself inside this life that I've been roaming.

I got people all around me, still nobody knows,

How much pain can be hidden underneath these clothes,

If I told them everything, would they turn and go?

That's the reason why I keep everything so close.

Bridge – Beat cuts, distorted vocals

Can somebody hear me?

Can somebody see?

I'm tired of pretending

That I'm who I used to be.

I'm more than all my scars,

More than what I've been through,

I'm just trying to find myself,

Somewhere I can start anew.

Final Chorus – Heavy 808s, emotional vocals

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Outro – Soft, fading vocals

Maybe one day I'll be okay,

Maybe one day this pain will fade,

Maybe I'll find the person I lost along the way,

And finally see a brighter day.

Until then I'll keep singing these songs,

Trying to find where I belong...