Violin for the Vertigo

Verse 1

“My friends all think I’m chaotic,

My humor semi-toxic,

I cope with every problem by becoming mildly psychotic.

I laugh a little too loud,

Stand out inside a crowd,

I act like I’m unstoppable while overthinking now.

I sing while I am baking,

Start drama while I’m gaming,

I turn a normal moment into something entertaining.

And honestly, I care too much,

Even when I act all tough,

Cause once I trust somebody, then I never give them up.

(Pre chorus)

Somewhere in the universe,

There’s probably someone worse,

But I still joke instead of saying when something really hurts.

My playlist full of chaos,

My room’s a pink apocalypse,

I say “it is what it is” while internally losing it.

Chorus

And if I do not find somebody soon,

I’ll sing inside my room beneath the neon moon,

I’ll make another joke instead of telling truth,

Pretend I’m fine and then immediately self-destruct in twos.

And if I do not find somebody soon,

I’ll probably dye my hair and redecorate my room,

I’ll write another song at 2 AM for someone new,

Then stare at my damn ceiling wondering what I’m supposed to do.

So let me play my violin for you.

Verse 2

My heart is weirdly fragile,

My energy’s unstable,

I joke around so people never see me feeling painful.

I’d burn the world for my friends,

Forgive them time and again,

Cause losing people honestly’s a fear I can’t defend.

I act a little reckless,

A tiny bit excessive,

But silence makes me spiral so I fill it with nonsense.

(Pre chorus)

Somewhere inside the chaos,

Beneath the jokes and volume,

There’s just a kid who wants to know their people truly love them.

Chorus

And if I do not find somebody soon,

I’ll make the whole damn house into a karaoke room,

I’ll dance around the sadness with imaginary moves,

Convince myself the glitter and the music are enough to soothe.

And if I do not find somebody soon,

I’ll stay awake at night replaying every little wound,

Then wake up acting silly like I’ve got nothing to lose…

So let me play my violin for you.” 🎻✨