3am Conversations

**[Intro – Distant, autotuned vocals]**

Yeah, yeah...

It's 3AM, I'm talking to myself again,

Same old thoughts, same old pain...

I don't think anybody understands.

**[Chorus – Melodic, catchy vocals]**

3AM conversations with the voices in my head,

Thinking 'bout the people and the things I wish I said,

I keep chasing happiness, but happiness keeps running,

Got a heart full of pain and I swear I feel it coming.

I've been falling, falling, I don't know where I'll land,

Trying to find some peace, but it's slipping through my hands,

Everybody sees me smiling, they don't know I'm barely holding on,

I've been fighting with myself for way too long.

**[Verse 1 – Faster freestyle flow]**

Okay, back up, tell me why I'm feeling so low,

Got a thousand different feelings that I never let show,

I gave people my heart, they just turned it to stone,

Now I'm sitting in my room feeling better alone.

I got trust issues, love scars, all these bad memories,

People say they understand, but they don't know what I see,

I been running from the past, but it's catching up to me,

Every time I close my eyes, it's another tragedy.

And I don't wanna talk, I just wanna disappear,

Not away from this world, just away from all my fears,

I been holding back tears for so many different years,

Wish somebody would listen and just tell me that they're here.

**[Chorus – Layered melodic vocals]**

3AM conversations with the voices in my head,

Thinking 'bout the people and the things I wish I said,

I keep chasing happiness, but happiness keeps running,

Got a heart full of pain and I swear I feel it coming.

I've been falling, falling, I don't know where I'll land,

Trying to find some peace, but it's slipping through my hands,

Everybody sees me smiling, they don't know I'm barely holding on,

I've been fighting with myself for way too long.

**[Verse 2 – Faster, more aggressive delivery]**

I got dreams I wanna chase, got some people I miss,

Got a heart that's been broken that I can't seem to fix,

I remember being happy, now I'm wondering where it went,

I been searching for a reason, trying to make some sense.

I don't need another promise that you never gonna keep,

I don't need another person telling me they won't leave,

I've heard it all before, seen it happen in my sleep,

Now I'm building up these walls that are getting way too deep.

And maybe I'm the problem, maybe I'm just hard to love,

Maybe I've been searching for something I never got enough of,

I just wanna feel important, wanna know that I belong,

Wanna find somebody real who won't be gone before too long.

**[Bridge – Beat cuts, emotional vocals]**

If you hear me calling, would you answer?

If I told you that I'm hurting, would you listen?

I've been searching for a reason to be happy,

But I swear that happiness keeps going missing.

**[Final Chorus – Heavy 808s, layered vocals]**

3AM conversations with the voices in my head,

Thinking 'bout the people and the things I wish I said,

I keep chasing happiness, but happiness keeps running,

Got a heart full of pain and I swear I feel it coming.

I've been falling, falling, I don't know where I'll land,

Trying to find some peace, but it's slipping through my hands,

Everybody sees me smiling, they don't know I'm barely holding on,

I've been fighting with myself for way too long.

**[Outro – Soft, fading guitar]**

3AM and I'm still awake,

Trying to heal from the old mistakes,

Maybe someday I'll find my way,

And finally feel okay...