Lost Inside My Head

Intro – Soft, autotuned vocals

Yeah, yeah...

I don't think they understand me,

I've been fighting things they can't see,

I got so much on my mind lately...

I just wanna feel like myself again.

Chorus – Melodic, catchy flow

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Verse 1 – Faster freestyle flow

Okay, I've been going through it, I've been losing my mind,

Got a million different thoughts running circles all the time,

I put a smile on my face, tell the world that I'm fine,

But I'm breaking into pieces somewhere deep inside.

Heartbreak after heartbreak, tell me when does it end?

I put my trust in people just to lose them again,

I got scars on my soul that I cannot defend,

I keep calling them my demons, but they feel like my friends.

Late nights, dark skies, staring at the ceiling,

Trying to understand why I can't control my feelings,

I gave people my heart, they just left it bleeding,

Now I'm scared of love, don't know what I'm believing.

I been searching for a reason, trying hard to find my way,

Every time I feel okay, something takes that feeling away,

Got a thousand different questions that I never get to say,

I'm just hoping that tomorrow doesn't feel like yesterday.

Chorus – Layered vocals

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Verse 2 – Emotional, faster delivery

I've been searching for a reason just to keep on going,

Got a storm inside my chest and nobody knows it,

I got feelings in my heart that I never show them,

And a thousand different words that I've left unspoken.

Tell me why the good days always turn to bad nights,

Why I see the same memories every time I close my eyes,

Why I give my everything and still get left behind,

Why I'm always fighting battles that are hidden deep inside.

I don't wanna be remembered as somebody who was broken,

I just wanna tell my story, let the world know I was hoping,

That somebody would understand the pain that I've been holding,

Before I lose myself inside this life that I've been roaming.

I got people all around me, still nobody knows,

How much pain can be hidden underneath these clothes,

If I told them everything, would they turn and go?

That's the reason why I keep everything so close.

Bridge – Beat cuts, distorted vocals

Can somebody hear me?

Can somebody see?

I'm tired of pretending

That I'm who I used to be.

I'm more than all my scars,

More than what I've been through,

I'm just trying to find myself,

Somewhere I can start anew.

Final Chorus – Heavy 808s, emotional vocals

I'm lost inside my head, I don't know where to go,

Got a heart full of pain that I never really show,

Everybody says they love me, but I still feel alone,

Tryna find a place called home, but I've been feeling like a ghost.

I've been running from my past, but it keeps chasing me,

Got these demons in my room, they won't let me sleep,

I just wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel so weak,

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody hears me speak.

Outro – Soft, fading vocals

Maybe one day I'll be okay,

Maybe one day this pain will fade,

Maybe I'll find the person I lost along the way,

And finally see a brighter day.

Until then I'll keep singing these songs,

Trying to find where I belong...